~i laugh..i love..i hope..i try..i hurt..i need..i fear..i cry.
and I know you do the same things too..
so we're really not that different..me and you~
..at the moment i'd decided to continue and pursuing my dream,
i knew that i will be far away from my family and friends..
i'm conjuring memories of my past and filling my heart with nostalgia,
and it is almost impossible for me not to miss them..
destiny had separated us to walk each other's dream and passion..
forcing us to take different path and choice..
and living our life with a hope of seeing each others again..
as separation is a man's damn nightmare,
we're afraid of being forgetful and forgotten..
afraid of the unfamiliar scents of new environment..
and afraid of not be able to find the same love and tranquility as before..
every bit of sanity started to inches away from this maddening, hectic life..
but as God is great,
He gives me another when taking others..
and gives me joy when i'm giving tears..
nothing to be regretted,
now i'm being blessed to be where i'm supposed to be..
and to be with whom i supposed to be..
~with love~
